If you caught the last post I came through my withdrawal/new meds OK. That post was the worse day. The new meds are for my restless leg syndrome and the withdrawal was from my anti-anxiety med. So needless to say I went into an anxiety attack that I couldn’t get out of very easy without my anti-anxiety meds.
Thank Goodness that is all over! My legs are doing better and my anxieties are at a low simmer. Just where I like them.
Do you ever feel stupid when you write a post or when you publish it or go back after its been published? Sometimes I don’t even get around to writing anything because I feel like every your post are better than mine. They sound better they look better and they are better.
I always think, that was so stupid! Why did I write that? No matter what I write, no matter that it comes straight from head and heart and no matter if I actually like it…once I hit “publish” it turns to crap. Right there in front of my eyes. My post suddenly *sucks.*
Then it’s a constant fight back and forth to pull it out of my brain gutter and look at it. But I’m too close. I have to really step away from it for a while before I can appreciate or decide it really did suck.
I know I’m not stupid and neither is my writing, but sharing it, as if anyone else would have interest, IS stupid.
OH the evil things that get crammed down our throat and infest our whole being.
And I was just wondering if anyone else struggle publishing their post and how they got through it and if you do, how?
Any thoughts, comments, and stories would be great to hear.
Tell me I’m not alone!