Two post in one day? Unheard of from someone who might post once a week or once a month…but here I am.
So far I’ve smoked (tobacco) outside today and I feel like a huge burden has been lifted off of me. I feel like I haven’t lost all that much ground in my fight to cutting down and quitting cigarettes. Of course, this is only day one and we’re not through yet, but I feel good. Like I’m back on track and doing the right thing.
From my experience day two is always the really tough day and having to make the decision all over again to smoke outside will be a bear to make. I’m trying not to think about it and just live in the moment, just for today. Just for this hour. Just for this minute.